emotions

I just want to cry, in fact typing this will make me cry.

1. I don't know how the conference is going to go. 
2. Britton is leaving me for almost 2 weeks.  This will be the first time I've been home alone for more than just a weekend and I'm not really looking forward to it. 
3. School is stressing me out because I have no motivation to do it. 
4. I'm fat and I don't have the motivation to fix this either. 
5. I'm broke and don't have time for a 2nd or 3rd job.  

Hopefully once Britton gets back things will be much better, but until after my conference I'll be freaking out.